Out of it

I'm feeling so, so out of it. Of it, of what? Some mornings I can barely motivate to go to the bathroom. What is that? This is not a rhetorical question, but, I suppose I won't get an answer since no one reads this blog.

So, here lies the real question. Do I share the blog w/ my fellow blogging friends? Do I want to open myself up to a world of hurt? One friend told me she found her blog therapeutic. I'm already in therapy. Yet still, I can't seem to stay away from the blogging. I started one last year and then got nervous about it, and had it deleted. I don't know what I'm waiting for. I'm sick of being out of it. I think it's time to get in it.